How ugly I was!

In every January, I feel sad, because new year brings a new age for me.
I always envy younger people.  I miss my youngers days, but in vain.

However, youth is not always so good.  Youth does not give us all. 

Look!
When I was younger, I used be so ugly.

How ugly I looked!
Too thick eyebrows, too dark hair, and eyes without mascara lines!

 I did not know the fact that I was so ugly, because I was young and foolish.  Moreover, I did not notice that I was poor, and had a gorgeous trip to Italian cities and Wien to bankrupt.

However, I love that ugly foolish young girl.

Ten year later, maybe I will write the same thing.  My ugliness, foolishness, and younger will continue forever.